"Not being known doesn't stop the truth from being true."- Richard Bach

I should be happy. I should show support. I should be understanding and look the other way.... but I can't. I hate to see him hurt. I hate to see the look of abandoment and saddness in his eyes. They are like arrows pointing to my heart. I tell him that everything is ok and that people are just busy. I tell him that they will make time eventually and that they are not seculding him, but that is soo hard to back up when it is there hitting us in the face. i worry. About him and ecspecially our little girl. She doesn't deserve this. She is special. I tell myself that they are just missing out and will regret it later. Will they? Anger is what I feel now. How could they be selfish and not care. Or care when it is convienent to them. He just wants to be included and feel wanted. He wants to be apart of what he thought he knew and not get the s*** end of the deal. How can I be supportive, even caring when anger feels my heart towards... The sad thing is they will never know because he puts on a face when they give him an inch. He waits for that inch... thrives and holds onto that inch. Its not fair. Why? that is the question that he asks me and I don't know how to respond... Whatever feelings I once had are no longer there. How could they be. How could they expect them to be. Now its starting with someone closer to him and tears run down my eyes to see it happening. Not again.. Not this way... Don't abandom him. He wants love and he wants to belong. He wants to be apart of what he loves no matter the cost. I wish they could see the pain and the hurt. I wish they could hear his sorrow. Then again they would have to notice him first.